Cause I aint perfect and neither are you, Get over it :P

Friends Only

2008-12-26T07:55:18Z

Notorious BIG-Get Money

2008-11-24T02:43:11Z

One of my fave songs from the Notorious BIG!! Get money Bitches xDDDD

Non-twincest ending

2008-09-07T07:15:34Z

Non twincest ending

Ryoichi looked between both men as he contemplated the best course of action, ‘who do I really want to be with?’ He knew his brother’s very important to him and he didn’t want to hurt him but what he needed right now Kyo-kun couldn’t provide.

‘I’ll be with you shortly Kyo-kun, give us a minute,’ Ryoichi responded. Kyoichi couldn’t believe his ears, was his brother choosing Tao over him? ‘Fine,’ he whispered angrily under his breath and slam the door on his way out.

Ryoichi knew Kyoichi might hold it against him for rejecting him, but he felt the need to, Tao seemed genuine after all.

‘Your brother’s really protective of you,’ Tao replied as he gave the older twin a raised eyebrow. ‘Yeah, he can be and right now he might be all I have,’ Ryoichi replied as he drew his legs up to his chest and stared off into space, his mind wandering again. ‘You don’t have to feel alone, I’m sure your grandparents and uncle would stick by your side……. And whoever else you decide to let into your life,’ Tao replied as he looked at the boy. Ryoichi took a deep breath and sighed heavily as Tao drew a jeans pants over his legs. ‘I know that but my brother’s really dear to me, maybe I should…..’

Ryoichi made to get off the bed, wanting to go see if Kyoichi was alright, he knew he probably hurt his feelings when he sent him away and wanted to be forgiven.

Tao saw the boy making to leave the room and grabbed his arm, causing Ryoichi to spin around and look at the man holding his arm. ‘Where are you going?’ he asked, his sparkly dark eyes looking intently into hazel ones. ‘I…..I’m,’ and Ryoichi choked on his words. ‘Oh God Lui-san, what if I lose them? My family means the world to me,’ he choked out as he buried his face in the strong chest before him. ‘Shhhhh, it’ll be alright. I promise,’ Tao whispered into the boy’s ear. ‘We’ll get them back, you’ll see.’

Ryoichi couldn’t explain it but he felt secure in the arms wrapped around him, he wanted Tao to hold him for a while more. He felt a hand run through his dark hair and he brought his hazel eyes up to look into the face of the one bringing him comfort as dark orbs returned his gaze.

Suddenly Ryoichi felt warm lips crash onto his , seeking entrance. He was surprised to say the least that Tao kissed him but he welcomed the distraction. ‘Mmmmm,’ he moaned as Tao pulled on his tongue, sucking it into his own as he caressed his back. ‘Stop it, I…..,’ he whispered as the kiss was broken for much needed air. Tao knew Ryoichi didn’t really mean what he said and proceeded to hold him close to his body, leading him towards the bed. ‘No, we shouldn’t……,’ he tried to say but Tao placed a soft finger over his kiss bruised lips. ‘Don’t worry, I’ll be here for you,’ he whispered huskily and Ryoichi shivered involuntarily, feeling shivers run up his spine from the other’s words.

Tao layed the boy down on the bed and pushed his shirt over his head, tossing it to the side. He then brought his head down and made a broad lick across one of Ryoichi’s nubs to warrant a loud moan from the boy. ‘Stop it, this is wrong,’ Ryoichi moaned out as he arched his back to gain more of the warm tongue. His brain and body were at odds over what to do.

Tao then proceeded to rub Ryoichi’s erection through the fabric of his pants to hear the boy let out a loud moan. ‘Ah, Ah, St………op.’ Ryoichi realized he was slowly starting to forget about his other worries as pleasure course through his veins.

Ryoichi felt when his cock came in contact with warm flesh that began to pull rhythematically on his hardened length. He felt shivers run up his spine at the stimulation of both his cock and nipple and felt almost ready to release.

‘Please Tao, harder, harder,’ he moaned out between gasps as he felt a thumb run across his slit. Tao watched as the boy’s face contorted in pleasure, give the most erotic look he’s ever seen.

‘Shit!’ he cried as his cum exploded unto his chest and Tao’s hand. His breathing became shallow for a while until he regained his composure. He looked at the mess he created on himself and Tao’s hand. ‘I’m sorry about your hand,’ he started as he made to get off the bed to get a towel. He felt a strong hand keep him firmly planted on the bed.

‘Do not worry about my hand, Everything’s fine,’ Tao replied. Ryoichi’s eyes opened in shock as the young man brought the hand to his lips, licking the cum from it in broad strokes.

‘So sweet,’ Tao replied seductively and Ryoichi blushed like mad. ‘I can’t believe you did that,’ he choked out. ‘What?’ Tao asked mockingly and Ryoichi suddenly remembered his brother.

‘I’m sorry Tao, I’ll be right back,’ he exclaimed and rushed out the door.

Twincest Ending

2008-09-07T07:11:39Z

Twincest ending………………….

Ryoichi looked between his brother and Tao, he wanted to be with Tao a bit longer but he felt obligated to listen to Kyoichi.

“I’m sorry Tao, please give us a moment,’ he replied with his head down, he didn’t want to look into the man’s eyes as he rejected him. He heard an affirmative grunt and watched as the man quickly drew a pair of pants on, then head out the door.

Kyoichi couldn’t help but give Tao a look as he passed by him, a ‘don’t fuck with me or my brother’ look. Ryoichi looked within his brother’s eyes to see lots of different emotions running across them, mainly anger.

‘Were you going to fuck him?’ Kyo asked dangerously low as he locked the door behind him.

‘What?!” Ryoichi asked shocked and confused. ‘What the hell are you talking about?’ He watched as his little brother strode over to him.

‘This!’ Kyoichi cried. ‘Ah,’ Ryoichi whimpered as his semi erect shaft was grabbed and squeezed roughly by his brother. ’Stop it,’ he cried as Kyoichi proceeded to pin his body with his own, gripping his wrists firmly onto the bed beside his head.

‘You were probably thinking of fucking him weren’t you?’ ‘No,’ ‘Or him fucking you.’ ‘Stop it, you’re hurting me’ Ryoichi cried as he tried to wriggle himself from under Kyoichi.

‘I’ll give you exactly what you need Ryo, I want to be the only one you depend on. For everything,’ Kyoichi whispered in his ears and Ryoichi shuddered involuntarily at his words. He pinned both of Ryo’s hands with one of his own and used the other to pull both their zippers down.

‘LET GO! No,’ Ryoichi cried as his brother pushed his hand down his boxers and proceeded to fist him.

‘Is this what you were imagining him do to you?’ Kyoichi asked through clenched teeth as he watch Ryoichi’s mouth open in a silent cry.

‘Stop it, please,’ Ryoichi begged but immense pleasure coursed through his veins and he was slowly falling into a haze, his mind becoming muddled and clouded.

Kyoichi watched as his brother’s expression slowly turn from anger to pleasure as he continually ran his thumb across his slit while he pumped his cock.

‘Ah, ah, ah,’ Ryoichi mewled and Kyoichi released his hold on his wrist, realizing his brother was too far gone to fight back. ‘Don’t…………stop, Don’t stop,’ Ryoichi cried out and Kyoichi kissed his brother hard on the lips, swallowing his moans of pleasure.

Ryoichi could only concentrate on the pleasure coursing through his body and the hand causing it. His mind was saying don’t enjoy it because it’s his brother but his body had other plans. He opened his eyes a few moments later to look into a mirror of his face, wondering how is brother was able to bring him to this state, recognizing that he easily became lost in the forbidden pleasure. He didn’t want this, but it was a welcoming distraction from his original train of thought, a very welcomed one.

‘Ah, no! Kyo, Ah, Ah!’ Ryoichi mumbled as his entire body tense and his release exploded out his body, finding its way up to his chest and on Kyo’s hand.

Kyoichi watched with lust filled golden orbs as hazel eyes open wide and looked at him, his brother’s face contorted in pleasure. Ryoichi looked so erotic this way and he wanted his brother to cum for him and him alone. He watched as Ryo exploded unto his hand and his chest, his mouth opened and his face contorted while his breathing became shallow.

‘Ah, Ah, Ah, mm,’ Ryoichi panted as he layed on the bed. ‘What the hell did I just do? Why the hell did I allow something like that to happen? The boy was having a major guilt trip at his slutty behaviour by his brother’s hands.

Kyoichi didn’t know what to do, he just watched as the regret ran across hazel eyes like the roadrunner going after his prey. ‘Ryo…….,’ he reached out a hand to touch his brother as he watch him close his eyes.

‘Don’t touch me,’ Ryoichi mumbled and quickly gathered himself and rush out the room.

Both boy’s knew from now on things will never be the same between them.

ilovyaoi @ 2008-08-25T00:10:00

2008-08-25T05:09:27Z

So, ilovyaoi, your LiveJournal reveals...

You are... 0% unique and 67% herdlike (partly because you, like everyone else, enjoy yaoi). When it comes to friends you are desperate. In terms of the way you relate to people, you believe in give and take. Your writing style (based on a recent public entry) is conventional.

Your overall weirdness is: 17

(The average level of weirdness is: 28.
You are weirder than 35% of other LJers.)

Find out what your weirdness level is!

How I feel

2008-08-05T12:23:26Z

My shoulders hurt from all the time spent around the computer! I spend 3/4 of that time writing viewfinder fanfiction but I love getting comments so a little sore shoulder is worth it XDDD

I got a comment from celeste_kagaya that she's a fan and my fluffy and sweet fics make her day, she makes me feel real good about myself.

She's not the first to say something like that on YA and you people just don't understand how happy your comments make me ^____^ I'm only somebody on YA, in real life here where I am, I'm nobody (outside of my family) and I really appreciate all y'all who love my writing. It's appreciated :)

I'm tired!

2008-08-05T03:30:55Z

So I posted a fic for Asami's birthday yesterday, I really love how I dealt with that one. I received a lot of great comments, I feel good about it.

I drank a red bull today to help with work, it gives me energy when i'm just weak and tired. It's almost 10,30pm here and sleep is killing me, though I haven't had a bath yet! I'll take one and then hit the sack after watching a episode of supernatural. I love those two brothers (Sam and Dean Winchester) they make me horny XDDDDD

I was on yahoo messenger with my friends for about 5 hrs when i came home from work, I really love those gals :) especially Sueona, it was original just me and her first. I really like her, her writing's awesome and she's a great person :)

I would love to have called her but she doesn't own a phone, hope I get her number when she does.